It has been quite awhile since I last found time to jot down my thoughts. Work has been busy - well, that is a lie - but, life has been busy. There's work, there's church, there's family, and life was rather full, until this week. This is the beginning of the kids' winter holiday, and I took a week off to babysit them (not that they need me to).
When did I last blog? Back in the beginning of the year. And that is a fatal mistake - people who follow my blog would likely to give up if I have left it half dead for months. And for your coming back - I am indeed grateful.
Quite a few things happened since. (And that is an understatement - when I need to split this blog into a few parts just to catch up).
Earlier in the year we celebrated my brother's birthday.
Back in April, during the fall break, my parents came over for about 2 weeks. Regretted that we didn't bring them around much. Their main reason of coming though, is to catch up with us and see how we are. They were happy at the end of the visit.
We did bring them looking around Melbourne beach front. It was cold. We then dropped by the secondary college I attended when I first came. There were lots of memory when we toured the old college ground. The school itself has many improvements since - a heated swimming pool, and dedicated gymnasium, new buildings, new common rooms for the Year 12 students etc ...
We then drove past the block of flats I stayed in as a Year 12 student.
It was good to show my parents the school they sent me to, but driving back, I could not hold back the memories of a first year, wild eye, overseas students facing a major examination at the end of the year in a school where there was less than half a dozen of overseas students. Having come from a small town in Malaysia where speaking English is considered pretentious, I had a hard time struggling with my English. My first winter was bitterly cold - apparently the coldest winter in 10 years before that; and I remember seeing my first day of snow peering out of the library window during my English lesson. That year, it actually snowed in suburban Melbourne. There was so much uncertainties and anxieties - would I do well in my exam? What happen if I don't? Was it the right decision to come?
Thank God I made it through and did rather well at the end of the year.
Looking forward, there are many similarities, too, comparing this year with the first year I was here. This winter has been the coldest in 10 years; there was so much adjustment at work; so much to get use to, so much to learn. But if the past is anything to go by - God shows His faithfulness today by showing us how faithful He has been in the past - then I would have all the confidence that things will work out fine; all the confidence in my God.